tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-292884452011-04-22T09:07:11.697+08:00A Diary... nothing more ...nothing less... It's all about me... just a guy... looking for a way...anadotehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15056181496945804397noreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29288445.post-1149535993714737552006-06-06T03:13:00.000+08:002006-06-06T03:33:13.733+08:00Hi again... this is much easier than having to dig you up from under a tree.... Hehe<br /><br />Anyway... I decided to write (type) here again mainly because I cannot sleep.<br />Now I am in deep trouble... My god-sister is getting married and I am her photographer... how am I gonna do a good job if I don't get enough sleep??? Well... I will try later after I am done here.<br /><br />I did not do much today... I wanted to do some work but all I managed was a miserable two hours... I guess I am just too tired from the past few days' activities. So I am trying very hard not to be too guilty about it.<br /><br />I hate growing older... I used to have a more happy-go-lucky attitude. Now I am almost constantly worried about things I have done or not done. This is not suiting of my character. It is detrimental to my mental health in fact...<br /><br />I guess I just have to learn to take things easy...<br /><br />Now, I know for sure that I can't sleep and I know that it is not due to work. (Hey, I have changed but my roots still remains.) I guess I am worried about my god-sister's future marital happiness. You see, she is still not sure that she wants to spend her life with her current husband-to-be. In fact, she thinks that she might be in love with some other guy.<br /><br />The question to ask now would be why she made such a decision then? She only agreed to the marriage because he has been through some rough spots of her life and she feels she has a reposibility towards him. I did tell her that she should not agree for such reasons but she refuse to change her decision. I guess I can only respect her decision and pray for the best.<br /><br />Now, if I am the groom, I would rather that she rejected me. I do not want to find out when it's too late. That would break my heart. Imagine a marriage that was not due to love in our society of free will. It feels quite saddening and I feel that it defeats the purpose of having that free will to choose who one wants to be with.<br /><br />Whatever it is, I still wish them all the best. I better go try sleep, have only about 4 hours to sleep.<br /><br />Buried amongst the roots...<br />Anadote<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29288445-114953599371473755?l=aduat.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>anadotehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15056181496945804397noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29288445.post-1149502495283339812006-06-05T18:00:00.000+08:002006-06-05T18:14:55.290+08:00Never thought of having a diary on-line... I wanted to keep a record of my thoughts and my friends were talking all day about their blogs and I thought, "why not?"<br /><br />So here I am, typing away at the computer... I names this site "A Diary underneath a tree" in membrance of my first diary which I kept hidden by digging a hole under a tree. I lost that diary due to some urbanisation of the area to convert it into a park.<br /><br />Let me introduce myself...<br />I am a chinese male living in singapore...<br />30 years of age and have landed myself the job of a teacher...<br /><br />If u are wondering about my nick... ana was my first pet... And I used to dote on her a lot...<br />Thus the nick... anadote... Sound's like a girl's nick... sorry, guys...<br /><br />I will try to keep my identity a secret here and I know I would not feel comfy if non of my friends know about this site. So I have told the person that I trust most (sounds like some emotional blackmail...hehe) about this little diary of mine. You can find his link on this page. Read his posts... they do make some sense. At least, they do make sense to me.<br /><br />Anyway, that's about all that I can say for now.<br /><br />Buried amongst the roots...<br />Anadote<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29288445-114950249528333981?l=aduat.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>anadotehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15056181496945804397noreply@blogger.com0